News:
Hello again, ya I'm feeling depressed again, can you tell? You may be thinking, "what? I thought you were already depressed?" Well, it kinda stopped for awhile but yesterday just got me back into that depression hole...I've realized once again how much of a difunctional family I have...I hate it. I need out. Just yesterday Josh was insulting me again and being an asshole (I get bullied by my younger brother who's three years younger than I am! How sad is that?) and so I tell him off and what not and tell him to stop spazing over nothing and mom walks in the house. Guess you gets in trouble? Me. She gave me a friking time out! I told her I wasn't five anymore and she just yelled at me more. I can't talk back to my mom....to tell you the truth, I'm scared of her. Terrified really. I don't know why but I kind of realized somehting today. I still remember seeing what my dad would to to my mom when I was really little...and, I guess I'm just subconciously afraid she's gonna hurt like dad hurt her....so I'm stuck being the one to blame, the one who no one listens to....I hate my life.
And Jaysson, oooh.....I want to stab him. That is all. I can't take it. I need out of my house. I need out of my school. I need help.

Sorry for rambling on like this but I just need to talk about this stuff or I'll explode, could be in anger, or sadness, maybe both. That wouldn't be pretty.

*sighs* Friday just isn't coming fast enough. I want to see Ayla and Sam so bad....
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Please pray for and for
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I'm really sorry about the major slow down in the production of my comics/manga. I really am. I feel terrible about it.
I hope I can speed up the production speed. But we'll see with school and all. I really do apologize and I really do feel bad for it I really like my comics and I want to continue them but sometimes I just get depressed and wonder why I'm doing this so I get behind. But you guys have just been so supportive of me (Well, I think you are...) and you guys have help me through tuff times. I've met some amazing and cool friends here and I appreciate you all. Thank you for liking my art and wanting to be a part of my life
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ALSO I have a joined icon now!


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[I know I shouldn't be doing this but I want a picture from so bad! XD]

The first 5 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 5 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 5 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment.

1.-Oskar and Eli [0%]
2.-AsherXAlexness (XD) [100%]
3.-One of my OCs in a monkey suit [0%]
4.-Him and Alex [50%]
5.-Valor [5%]

Wow, that filled up fast. XD Now I just have to draw them! XD
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Requests:

:Leon and Kiyo...[link]
:Shawn... [link]
:Maze...0%
:birthdaypic...[link]
:Lucas and Marcus...[link]
: Kiyo in crazy clown outfit...[link]
:bday pic...[link]
:Mark cosplay...0%
:Colour his Konata lineart...[link]
: b-day pic...67%
: b-day pic...0%
: Young Mira hugging teddy bear...[link]
(If I forgot you PLEASE tell me!)
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friends in rl:

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