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Life is depressing is it not?

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 18, 2009, 12:42 PM




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Hello again, ya I'm feeling depressed again, can you tell? You may be thinking, "what? I thought you were already depressed?" Well, it kinda stopped for awhile but yesterday just got me back into that depression hole...I've realized once again how much of a difunctional family I have...I hate it. I need out. Just yesterday Josh was insulting me again and being an asshole (I get bullied by my younger brother who's three years younger than I am! How sad is that?) and so I tell him off and what not and tell him to stop spazing over nothing and mom walks in the house. Guess you gets in trouble? Me. She gave me a friking time out! I told her I wasn't five anymore and she just yelled at me more. I can't talk back to my mom....to tell you the truth, I'm scared of her. Terrified really. I don't know why but I kind of realized somehting today. I still remember seeing what my dad would to to my mom when I was really little...and, I guess I'm just subconciously afraid she's gonna hurt like dad hurt her....so I'm stuck being the one to blame, the one who no one listens to....I hate my life.
And Jaysson, oooh.....I want to stab him. That is all. I can't take it. I need out of my house. I need out of my school. I need help.

Sorry for rambling on like this but I just need to talk about this stuff or I'll explode, could be in anger, or sadness, maybe both. That wouldn't be pretty.

*sighs* Friday just isn't coming fast enough. I want to see Ayla and Sam so bad.... :(
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Please pray for :iconstuckinthedarkness: and for :iconlikana:
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I'm really sorry about the major slow down in the production of my comics/manga. I really am. I feel terrible about it. :(
I hope I can speed up the production speed. But we'll see with school and all. I really do apologize and I really do feel bad for it :( I really like my comics and I want to continue them but sometimes I just get depressed and wonder why I'm doing this so I get behind. But you guys have just been so supportive of me (Well, I think you are...) and you guys have help me through tuff times. I've met some amazing and cool friends here and I appreciate you all. Thank you for liking my art and wanting to be a part of my life :)
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ALSO I have a joined icon now!
:iconlikana::iconkamarakitsuia:
:iconrinpei-mt-otaku::iconkelsicaster:
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[I know I shouldn't be doing this but I want a picture from :iconriverxhaku: so bad! XD]

The first 5 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 5 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 5 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment.

1.:iconlittlemisswhatnow:-Oskar and Eli [0%]
2.:iconlikana:-AsherXAlexness (XD) [100%]
3.:iconstuckinthedarkness:-One of my OCs in a monkey suit [0%]
4.:iconriverxhaku:-Him and Alex [50%]
5.:iconhorsewild111:-Valor [5%]

Wow, that filled up fast. XD Now I just have to draw them! XD
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Requests:

:iconlittlemisswhatnow::Leon and Kiyo...[link]
:iconpamplemousse-6::Shawn... [link]
:iconteshrin::Maze...0%
:iconflame-cullen::birthdaypic...[link]
:iconsirhcsemae::Lucas and Marcus...[link]
:iconlikana:: Kiyo in crazy clown outfit...[link]
:icontobi--chan::bday pic...[link]
:icon16prayers::Mark cosplay...0%
:iconskullomonkey::Colour his Konata lineart...[link]
:icondaiskianimej:: b-day pic...67%
:iconoverlordseth:: b-day pic...0%
:iconchocolate-lovers8879:: Young Mira hugging teddy bear...[link]
(If I forgot you PLEASE tell me!)
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friends in rl:
:iconpamplemousse-6::iconhorsewild111::iconlikana::icongrim-d-reaper::iconkamarakitsuia::iconhellokitty-lolita::iconkelsicaster::icondericade::iconitzruku::iconcoco7401::iconchelseanova:
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CLUBS I AM IN:
:iconccandshirleyfanclub:



Features: :iconlikana:,:iconhopeless-pride:,:iconkamarakitsuia:





  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: Various manga (Alive)
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: chips
  • Drinking: nothing

deviantID

Hallo! Meh name is Marlene I'm 15 and I lurv anime and manga and music(can't live without it) and drawing and playing guitar and singing! ^^ (too many hobbies XD) I am the author of 'Teh Emo Kids On The Block' an original comic I made one day cuz I was bored. I was sicks, home from school. And now it's this big deal. XD
And I have started a new comic called 'Forget me not' so check that out too! ^^ I wear glasses....I HAVE CONTACTS NOW!!! YAY! ^-^ I am megane no more! : D I'm uh, normal height? (all my friends are taller then me ^^; ) brown hair brown eyesblah blah blah. not pretty (even though Holly sais her dad sais I could be a model XD ) not true. XD anyway, I'm sorta shy/nervous (really) and really clumsy and that's about it! :D

To relieve myself from boredom and artist's block, I have now started/taken on the 100 themes challenge! >: D

**I have switched over to the 174 theme challenge >: D

The 174 Theme Challenge!

THE LIST:
[x] 1. Introduction [link]
[ ]2. In Between Worlds
[ ]3. Sunset
[x]4. Love [link]
[ ]5. Deep
[ ]6. Seeking Solace
[ ]7. Break Away
[x]8. Innocence [link]
[ ]9. Eden
[ ]10. Drive
[ ]11. Breathe Again
[ ]12. Memory
[ ]13. Insanity
[x]14. Smile [link]
[ ]15. Abuse
[ ]16. Emotionless
[ ]17. Caged
[ ]18. Blood
[ ]19. Candy
[x]20. Snow [link]
[ ]21. Fortitude
[ ]22. Anomaly
[ ]23. Forest
[ ]24. Cat
[ ]25. Me Time
[ ]26. Trouble Lurking
[ ]27. Never Cry
[ ]28. Poison
[ ]29. Anguish
[ ]30. Curious
[ ]31. Rain
[ ]32. Defile
[ ]33. Never Look Back
[ ]34. Provoke
[ ]35. Mechanical
[ ]36. Hold My Hand
[ ]37. Precious Treasure
[ ]38. Eyes
[ ]39. Abandoned
[ ]40. Dreams
[ ]41. Black and Blue
[x]42. Standing Still [link]
[ ]43. Teamwork
[x]44. Dying [link]
[ ]45. Two Roads
[ ]46. Illusion
[ ]47. Family
[ ]48. Homunculi
[ ]49. Orphan
[ ]50. Stripes
[ ]51. Breaking the Rules
[ ]52. Games
[ ]53. Claustrophobia
[ ]54. Keeping a Secret
[x]55. Waiting [link]
[ ]56. City
[ ]57. Hell-Bent
[ ]58. Sacrifice
[ ]59. Bittersweet
[ ]60. Suffocate
[ ]61. Rejection
[ ]62. Fairy Tale
[ ]63. Djinn
[ ]64. Come-hither
[ ]65. Amputation
[ ]66. Contort
[ ]67. Suicide
[ ]68. Security Blanket
[ ]69. Bully
[ ]70. Annoyance
[ ]71. Wanton
[ ]72. Obsession
[ ]73. Pawn
[ ]74. I Can't
[ ]75. Demented
[ ]76. Mirror
[ ]77. Broken Pieces
[ ]78. Test
[ ]79. The Fool
[ ]80. Disease
[ ]81. Words
[ ]82. Edge
[ ]83. Forever
[ ]84. Heal
[ ]85. Out Cold
[ ]86. Spiral
[ ]87. Seeing Red
[ ]88. Appetite
[ ]89. Pain
[ ]90. Through the Fire
[ ]91. Sephia
[ ]92. Drowning
[ ]93. Die for you
[ ]94. Give Up
[x]95. Advertisement [link]
[ ]96. Streets
[ ]97. In the Storm
[ ]98. Regret
[ ]99. Puzzle
[ ]100. Solitude
[ ]101. Safety First
[ ]102. Emo
[ ]103. Act your age
[ ]104. Covet
[ ]105. Detached
[ ]106. Belittle
[ ]107. Confusion
[ ]108. Dog
[ ]109. Moonlight
[ ]110. Secret Place
[ ]111. Annex
[ ]112. Coward
[ ]113. Emulate
[ ]114. Kami
[ ]115. Place of God
[ ]116. Delicate
[ ]117. All my fault
[ ]118. Chains
[ ]119. Ferocious
[ ]120. Autumn
[ ]121. Loser
[ ]122. Light
[ ]123. Dark
[ ]124. Heaven
[ ]125. Misfortune
[ ]126. Silence
[ ]127. Questioning
[ ]128. Rainbow
[ ]129. Gray
[ ]130. Vacation
[ ]131. Mother Nature
[ ]132. No Time
[ ]133. Trouble Lurking
[ ]134. Tears
[ ]135. Foreign
[ ]136. Sorrow
[ ]137. Happiness
[ ]138. Under The Rain
[ ]139. Flowers
[ ]140. Night
[ ]141. Expectations
[ ]142. Stars
[ ]143. Rated
[ ]144. Die
[ ]145. Two Roads
[ ]146. Family
[ ]147. Cration
[ ]148. Childhood
[ ]149. Stripes
[ ]150. Breaking The Rules
[ ]151. Sport
[x]152. Deep In Thought [link]
[ ]153. Tower
[ ]154. Danger Ahead
[ ]155. Kick In The Head
[ ]156. No Way Out
[ ]157. Magic
[ ]158. Do Not Disturb
[ ]159. Multitasking
[ ]160. Horror
[ ]161. Playing The Melody
[ ]162. Hero
[ ]163. 67%
[ ]164. Are You Challenging Me?
[ ]165. Broken Pieces
[ ]166. Drink
[ ]167. Starvation
[ ]168. Pen & Paper
[ ]169. Can You Hear Me?
[ ]170. Food
[ ]171. Triangle
[ ]172. All That I Have
[ ]173. Last Hope
[ ]174. Relaxation

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Canada
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: L
  • Print preference: wha?
  • Interests: anime, manga, l33t, music, drawing, guitar.
  • Favourite movie: Death Note
  • Favourite band or musician: L'Arc~en~ciel, Girugamesh, Tokio Hotel
  • Favourite genre of music: anything but country
  • Favourite artist: Kaori Yuki
  • Favourite poet or writer: Shakespear!!! XD
  • Favourite photographer: My cous! XP (and :iconmebob:!)
  • Favourite style of art: traditional
  • Operating System: huh?
  • MP3 player of choice: dunno
  • Shell of choice: wtf is that?
  • Wallpaper of choice: any band wallpaper
  • Skin of choice: huh?
  • Favourite game: Rock Band, Halo3
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox, N64 and Gamecube (now have an Xbox360!)
  • Favourite cartoon character: L
  • Personal Quote: EPIC FAIL!
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil & paper

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Comments


:iconstuckinthedarkness:
I miss you and Princey too, hope you're online later :)
:iconrinpei-mt-otaku:
I will, just need to wait till school's done ^^

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OH MY GOD HE'S TRIPOLAR!
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Megan: You're a busy bee aren't you?
Me: Only on Thursdays :3
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What a pain in the sash these signatures are.
:iconstuckinthedarkness:
I'm bored, and online, and yeah i'm attacking your page with a comment. I had a thought...what if the Witch of the North in his Pink Gown had to battle the Om Nom Nomer O.L.E? O_o
:iconrinpei-mt-otaku:
LMAO XD Man, you're random XD
I'm in math class right now lol

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OH MY GOD HE'S TRIPOLAR!
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Megan: You're a busy bee aren't you?
Me: Only on Thursdays :3
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What a pain in the sash these signatures are.
:iconstuckinthedarkness:
I can't help it, i've got a random brain, it kinda short circuits sometimes... But yeah I wonder would O.L.E. eat the Witch...OMG he'd totally be like a cat with a mouses tail hanging outta his mouth, cept it would be a pink dress and creepy little feet! :D Oooooooh Mathhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
:iconrinpei-mt-otaku:
LMAO XDDD
yep! I hate math...-.-

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OH MY GOD HE'S TRIPOLAR!
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Megan: You're a busy bee aren't you?
Me: Only on Thursdays :3
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What a pain in the sash these signatures are.
:iconrinpei-mt-otaku:
you're welcome ^^

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OH MY GOD HE'S TRIPOLAR!
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Megan: You're a busy bee aren't you?
Me: Only on Thursdays :3
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What a pain in the sash these signatures are.
:iconappleapo:
Thanks fer the favorite. xDD

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One. Two. One. Two.
:iconrinpei-mt-otaku:
you're welcome ^^

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OH MY GOD HE'S TRIPOLAR!
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Megan: You're a busy bee aren't you?
Me: Only on Thursdays :3
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What a pain in the sash these signatures are.

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