If only these broken wings could fly.....
DepressedHey guys, sorry I haven't updated my journal in awhile....(like you guys care) I've just been....distracted and such. I meant to draw a pic for Halloween but ya....ddin't happen. I spent Haloween with
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, we went to a concert ^^ 
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and Charlie went too, 
was supposed to go too but something happened and he couldn't so ya....Hearts In Stereo ROCKED!!!! They so awesome
the opening bands were 'Let's Ditch Dale' and 'Good Citizens' they were awesome too. ^^ We got to talk with all the band members and get pictures with them, they're so cool and friendly, they loved our costumes Me Kana and Kamara are gonna be on LDD's fanpage yay! : D Now I just need to find it.....XD Anyway ya, the rest of the weekend was spent at Kana's. T'was fun ^^On another note....I haven't been feeling so great. Pretty depressed lately. Yesterday I realized how much I want Jaysson to die. I don't usually wish death on people, the only people whoI have wished death on are Alex (not my OC) and Josh. So you can tell it's been bad. I can take his insults anymore, they're getting worse and more frequent. to the point where I want to kill him or myself! I need to get away. And Josh is the same if not worse at home. I think it'd be better to start new, go to a new school where no one knows me or my past (I've been with 90% of the school since kindergarden). But my mom won't let that happen, I don't know why. and there's no way to get away from my brother so I guess I'm stuck in this hell hole....I know I shouldn't be complaining, there are people with lives alot worse than mine, I'm sorry for bothering you with all this but
said it was good to vet so...I am. Seriously, Kana is such a good friend, she's been so kind since day one. I thank God for leading me to her, I can't thank him anough, I don't deserve such a good and understanding friend. She really helped me yesterday and when I was in my room thinking about her and how kind her family has been to me....I just broke down crying. But I think it was out of happyness....maybe. But thank you so much for being their Kana, it means so much to me. Thank you. 
*sighs* well I guess that's it for now. Till next time...
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I'm really sorry about the major slow down in the production of my comics/manga. I really am. I feel terrible about it.
I hope I can speed up the production speed. But we'll see with school and all. I really do apologize and I really do feel bad for it
I really like my comics and I want to continue them but sometimes I just get depressed and wonder why I'm doing this so I get behind. But you guys have just been so supportive of me (Well, I think you are...) and you guys have help me through tuff times. I've met some amazing and cool friends here and I appreciate you all. Thank you for liking my art and wanting to be a part of my life _____________
ALSO I have a joined icon now!
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[I know I shouldn't be doing this but I want a picture from
so bad! XD]The first 5 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 5 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 5 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment.
1.
-Oskar and Eli [0%]2.
-AsherXAlexness (XD) [100%]3.
-One of my OCs in a monkey suit [0%]4.
-Him and Alex [0%]5.
-Valor [0%]Wow, that filled up fast. XD Now I just have to draw them! XD
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Requests:
:Leon and Kiyo...[link]:Shawn... [link]
:Maze...0%
:birthdaypic...[link]
:Lucas and Marcus...[link]: Kiyo in crazy clown outfit...[link]
:bday pic...[link]
:Mark cosplay...0%
:Colour his Konata lineart...[link]
: b-day pic...67%
: b-day pic...0%
: Young Mira hugging teddy bear...[link](If I forgot you PLEASE tell me!)
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friends in rl:
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CLUBS I AM IN:
Lonely
How are you guys? Me? I'm ok. I'm not sick anymore! Yay! But that's the only good thing. Wait no, I got to see my friends at school today! Andrea missed me so much XD she ran up and hugged me when she saw me lol. She's lika a little sister to me ^^ I don't know why, I haven't known her for long. AND OMG NATHAN ASKED HER OUT O_O That was a big surprise, I knew he obviously liked her but he likes mostly any girl he sees. He was surounded by girls at the music thing I went to in Febuary. So I'm worried for her...I can't believe she agreed. It's just....why Nathan? And I feel worried for her because she's so innocent and Nathan's so.....not innocent....see why I'm worried? Anyway, I shouldn't be bothering you guys with this. Sorry 
