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Yes, and with the end of a year starts a new begining. I can't believe it....I feel old -.- The years have gone by so fast....sometimes it wories me. Oh well, that probably sounds atupid. Oh! Guess what! I got a new computer! It's so cool! I stayed up till three in the morning helping my mom put together the desk and setting up the computer xD
But the scanner doesn't work yet and we still have to transfer the stuff we have on the old computer to this one. And the old computer's going in my room! Yay! (it won't have internet but that's still awesome!) So ya, back to scanner thing, I won't be uploading anything for awhile. so that means the Christmas and New Years pics wont be up till later...TT.TT
And since this is a new year. I kind of feel like starting a new....so, I kind of want to cancel some of the requests I have going...it's been months and I still haven't done them..I feel so bad....but, I will keep some of them. And if you still really want the request from me, PLEASE note me.
Oh and if you didn't see before, my comics will be going on a new account found here:

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Hey...sorry to bother you with another depressing journal like this but I've had the other one up for too long....things still aren't looking good. they're actually getting worse. I still haven't talked to my mom about the whole school issue and I've decided I'm moving out next when I turn 16. I'll have to do it when no one's around though, my mom would never let me go, I don't get why though. I'm sure she hates me and my brothers. Imagine, you have three kids with a man you think you're so in love with and then he starts abusing you and even throws you down the stairs forcing you to run away with these three kids. You're now a single mother who hasn't gone to college, in dept, working at a call center. You would hate it too wouldn't you? I think it'd be better if I left, one less person to worry about. She's probably sick of seeing our faces, especially mine since I probably look more like my dad....anyway. Besides that I've come to a realization (with some help) that I keep making the people around me suffer. I feel terrible, I never even notived they were sufering! I'm such a monster....I need to suffer.....*sighs*
Sorry for that rabbling there, I just need to get stuff like this off my chest or it'll build up. Then who knows what might happen?
And I want to apologize again to all of you people who I ow free sketches, requests, birthday presents, ect. to. I hate how I'm like this, i always put it off till later, I'm so sorry....*cries* god, I'm so weak....I was planning on starting a contest but I guess I should wait until the new year to do that.

On another note, Forget Me Not. Yes I did discontinue it but only on this account. If you liek reading it and I forgot to send you a note the account it here --> I plan on moving TEKOTB there too so I'll have just art on this account and then just comics/manga on the other one. I have arounf 5 or 6 six other stories in my head right now. And just putting this out there...do you guys think I should make a thrid account? For my proffesional/serious work I mean. So I just keep and the junk and depressing stuff on this one and then if I want to show people my work they can look that proffesional one. I don't know, what do you guys think? I'm not very good with this stuff...

Oh. And one more thing! (sorry, just remembered! ><;; )
Christmas pics. I'm not drawing individual ones this one, almost killed myself last year. So I'm just gonna do one pic for you all. Leave ideas for what kind of Christmas pic you'd like me to draw in your comments and I'll see what I can stir up ^^

*wishes you could put more than one mood*
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Hey everyone, how's it goin? I'm fine I guess, school has been going surprisingly well. Sure Jaysson is still being an asshole but now I feel like I can just ignore (at most times) and get on with my day ^^ I've also decided to give up on going to University. The reason is simple: I can't do math. I just can't. I'm so lost and don't understand a thing. So, I decided to switch classes because I don't want to fail. I don't need a diploma or whatever to be a mangaka or musician. What was I thinking? Sure my mom's disapointed but I no longer care what she thinks of me. So what if I'm a failure like her? (my mom never wen to college) I guess it's in my genes.
But aside from that, for some reason I've felt so anxious lately. I don't know why, it's gotten so bad that my stomach was in pain whe I woke up. Ugh...I hope it stops soon....
Well, see you next time I guess ^^
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I'm really sorry about the major slow down in the production of my comics/manga. I really am. I feel terrible about it.
I hope I can speed up the production speed. But we'll see with school and all. I really do apologize and I really do feel bad for it I really like my comics and I want to continue them but sometimes I just get depressed and wonder why I'm doing this so I get behind. But you guys have just been so supportive of me (Well, I think you are...) and you guys have help me through tuff times. I've met some amazing and cool friends here and I appreciate you all. Thank you for liking my art and wanting to be a part of my life
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Stole this from

Apperance:
I think I'm ugly sometimes.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different colour.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I've had braces.
I wear glasses.
I'd get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (We became good friends 8D Back at Quand ça nous chante but I lost his msn ;_; )
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.


Family/Home Life:
I've sworn at my parents.
I've been kicked out of the house.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I have children.

Embarrassment:
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
Some disney movies still make me cry.
I've snorted while laughing.
I've laughed so hard I've cried.
I've glued my hand to something
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I've had my trousers rip in public. (luckily no one saw...>.>

Health:
I was born with a impairment.
I've had stitches.
I've broken a bone.
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I've had a serious surgery.
I've been in hospital for over a week.
I've had chicken pox.

Traveling:
I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
I've been on a plane.
I've been to Canada. (I live there....)
I've been to Niagara Falls.
I've been to Japan.
I've been to America.
I've been to England.
I've been to Africa.
I've been to France.

Experiences:
I've been lost in a city. (my own...>.>;; )
I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've thought i seen a comet.
I've gone out in public in my pyjamas.
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I've been to a casino.
I've been skydiving.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle.
I've been in a car crash.
I've been skiing.
I've been in a play.
I've met someone in person from the internet.
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I've seen the Northern Lights.
I've sat on a roof top at night.
I've played chicken.
I've played a prank on someone.
I've ridden in a taxi.
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten Sushi.
I've been snowboarding.

Relationships:
I'm single.
I'm in a relationship.
I'm available.
I'm engaged.
I'm married.
I'm seeing someone.
I've gone on a blind date.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've been divorced.
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
I've told someone I liked them when I didn't
I've told someone I didn't like them when I did.
I've kept something from a past relationship.

Honesty/Crime:
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from someone.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've cheated on a test.
I've run a red light. (I ran across the street when the light was red...)
I've been suspended from school.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've been arrested.
I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol:
I've consumed alcohol.
I've smoked a cigarette.
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
I've done hard drugs.
I've been addicted to an illegal substance.
I take cough meds when I'm not sick.

SO, all in all;
I think I'm ugly sometimes.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different colour.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I wear glasses.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
I've laughed so hard I've cried.
I've glued my hand to something.
I've had my trousers rip in public.
I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
I've had chicken pox.
I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
I've been on a plane.
I've been to Canada.
I've been to Niagara Falls.
I've been to America.
I've been lost in a city.
I've gone out in public in my pyjamas.
I've been skiing.
I've been in a play.
I've met someone in person from the internet.
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I've played a prank on someone.
I've ridden in a taxi.
I've been snowboarding.
I'm single.
I'm available.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from someone.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've cheated on a test.
I've run a red light.
I've been suspended from school.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've consumed alcohol.

wow...I've done alot....I want to sit on a rooftop at night though.....It's one of the things I've always wanted to do.
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Hey guys, sorry I haven't updated my journal in awhile....(like you guys care) I've just been....distracted and such. I meant to draw a pic for Halloween but ya....ddin't happen. I spent Haloween with and , we went to a concert ^^ , and Charlie went too, was supposed to go too but something happened and he couldn't so ya....
Hearts In Stereo ROCKED!!!! They so awesome the opening bands were 'Let's Ditch Dale' and 'Good Citizens' they were awesome too. ^^ We got to talk with all the band members and get pictures with them, they're so cool and friendly, they loved our costumes Me Kana and Kamara are gonna be on LDD's fanpage yay! : D Now I just need to find it.....XD Anyway ya, the rest of the weekend was spent at Kana's. T'was fun ^^

On another note....I haven't been feeling so great. Pretty depressed lately. Yesterday I realized how much I want Jaysson to die. I don't usually wish death on people, the only people whoI have wished death on are Alex (not my OC) and Josh. So you can tell it's been bad. I can take his insults anymore, they're getting worse and more frequent. to the point where I want to kill him or myself! I need to get away. And Josh is the same if not worse at home. I think it'd be better to start new, go to a new school where no one knows me or my past (I've been with 90% of the school since kindergarden). But my mom won't let that happen, I don't know why. and there's no way to get away from my brother so I guess I'm stuck in this hell hole....I know I shouldn't be complaining, there are people with lives alot worse than mine, I'm sorry for bothering you with all this but said it was good to vet so...I am. Seriously, Kana is such a good friend, she's been so kind since day one. I thank God for leading me to her, I can't thank him anough, I don't deserve such a good and understanding friend. She really helped me yesterday and when I was in my room thinking about her and how kind her family has been to me....I just broke down crying. But I think it was out of happyness....maybe. But thank you so much for being their Kana, it means so much to me. Thank you.

*sighs* well I guess that's it for now. Till next time...

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I'm really sorry about the major slow down in the production of my comics/manga. I really am. I feel terrible about it.
I hope I can speed up the production speed. But we'll see with school and all. I really do apologize and I really do feel bad for it I really like my comics and I want to continue them but sometimes I just get depressed and wonder why I'm doing this so I get behind. But you guys have just been so supportive of me (Well, I think you are...) and you guys have help me through tuff times. I've met some amazing and cool friends here and I appreciate you all. Thank you for liking my art and wanting to be a part of my life
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